bust of a night

I really feel as though I live a meaningless life. I don't like it, yet its as though I'm content with living the way I do. I feel very anti-social. It's like I don't know how to BE social. It's quite frustrating. Maybe I just need to sleep or something. I'm cold.

i just think too much. i should stop and take a "chill pill". i'm being silly. i'm not sure what i thought or expected, but surely, my indecision will only make things worst.